Post by fleabittengray on Apr 20, 2012 14:41:58 GMT -5
i'm one step closer to the edge
and i'm about to break
basic information[/font]name; Nirvanaphysical details
gender; xy
age; Three Years, Three Months
alliance; Neutral
sexuality; Pansexual
breed; Percheron x Shire x Frisian x American Saddlebred
height; 19personality depths[/font]
coloration; Bay Minimal Tobiano (Bay)
markings; Four white socks, white star, minimal tobiano markings
mane; Black
tail; Black & White
hooves; Slate
eyes; Black with dark blue flecks
scars; --
physical health; 100%
traits; Nirvana's personality is almost always completely opposite of what his name means. You would expect someone with the name Nirvana to be happy and at peace with everything, but the truth is he is a ticking time bomb just waiting to blow the whole world up and take everyone down with him. He's either borderline emotionless or spazzing the fuck out because of a look someone gave him or something someone else said. He's a total mess and extremely hot headed. He doesn't like listening to what anyone tells him to do something and he doesn't plan on changing. Nirvana has a sort of rebel charm, though, and enjoys fooling around with a lady here and there, but he doesn't have the patience to ever settle down with just one mare. He doesn't want kids. In fact, he can't stand them. He hates foals and would rather they all drop dead. He can't stand being around horses that are too bubbly and bouncy and happy, though he also can't stand horses that are fucking depressed all the time. He has to deal with his own depression and doesn't have the tolerance to deal with anyone elses problems or drama. Chances are, if you fuck with him, or try to rant to him, or try to get inside of his head, he'll snap and kill you right then and there. He isn't opposed to rape, murder, torture, or any of that stuff. He does whatever the hell he wants and he refuses to change for anyone. He doesn't believe in love, just sex. He's a strong supporter of survival of the fittest and you can bet that if he thinks your a weak, pathetic addition to society he will find some way to knock your ass out and leave you for dead. He doesn't care about family, friends, or enemies. He doesn't care about you and he doesn't care about himself. The quicker you get that through your head and accept it, the quicker you can get your ass out of his way before he breaks you down bit by bit. He feels no shame at hurling insults at others or making them feel like complete and utter shit. He will not let anyone in, will not become some softly just because some pretty little vixen battered her eyes at him, and he will not let anyone break him.family bonds[/font]
mental health; Depression and intermittent explosive disorder
history; When Nirvana was born, no one knew he was going to be so temperamental and hard to control. Originally, he was supposed to be next in line to be the leader of his herd, seeing as his father was in charge but was getting old, but as Nirvana aged it became obvious that he wasn't fit to be king, so to speak. In fact, he didn't even want the position. He argued with his father, refusing to have any conversations about becoming the future king, and would get into heated arguments with his mother as well when she tried to smooth things over. Hardly a year old and he already had a foul mouth and was prone to spewing out insults and cuss words. No amount of punishment worked on him, no amount of beatings. Nirvana would always fight back and throw a fit whenever anyone tried to talk him down from his rages. The harder his family tried to talk to him, the more violent and dangerous he would get. Now, he wasn't the only big horse in his family, his height tended to run in the family except for a scattered few, but he was one of the strongest though this was only because he was not afraid to hurt his family. It didn't take long for them to realize this, and to realize that he had no feelings toward them, but still they tried to get through to the angst filled youngster. Their bad luck got even worse when Nirvana snapped completely during a hostile argument over who was going to watch over the herd that night. Minutes later, Nirvana's youngster sister and mother were both dead and his six month old brother was dying. That was the final strike for the temperamental beast and he was promptly exiled for life.
parents;social ties[/font]Unknown:Bay Minimal Tobiano (Bay)Unknown:Bay Tobiano (Bay)
siblings; Unknown
extended family; Unknown
children; Anger (daughter, x Morgana Pendragon)
herd; --additional information[/font]
rank; --
mate; --
friend; --
tolerated; --
disliked; --
enemy; --
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actions; Maroon
voice; Yellow
muse; High
playlist; Closer To The Edge - Linkin Park
pictures;
manip, clickie