Creep - Unallianced - Mare

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what the hell am i doing here?
i don't belong here

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basic information

name; Creep
gender; xx
age; Three
alliance; Unallianced
sexuality; Homoflexible
breed; Mustang x Akhal-Teke x Appaloosa

physical details

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height; 16
coloration; Dapple Flaxen Liver Pangre Chestnut w/ Spots
genetics;
markings; Two front white highs, large snip, dapples
mane; Flaxen top, white bottom
tail; Flaxen/white mix
hooves; Front white, back black
eyes; Green
scars; --
physical health;

personality depths[/font]

traits; Creep is just as her name suggests... Creepy. But it's in a sad, depressing way that she feels she can't control because of her obsessive compulsive disorder. She can't help being obsessed with blood and gore or being fascinated by death and demons. She tries really hard to act normal, to not go off on a rant babbling about God and Satan and the Afterlife. It's ruined many relationships for her and that just makes her feel even worse about herself. She feels really, really alone in life. Even her own parents didn't want her. She is very bitter towards them, toward any families in general. When she sees family walking around or playing together, all she can do is glare in their direction while sulking in the shadows, knowing no one will ever want her in the way other mares are wanted. Her constant searching for ghosts and angels and demons drives everyone away, and her paranoia and insomnia keep her up at night thinking that someone - these little creatures - are coming to kill her. She also tends to get really obsessed and clingy toward anyone who says that they're attached to her in any way - friendship, or more than friends - not that she really believes anyone when they say they like her. She firmly believes that no one will love her. Except maybe the ghosts and other things that go bump in the night. She believes in monsters and aliens, taking folklore from the humans and bringing it into her own twisted reality.
mental health; Obsessive compulsive disorder, depression, paranoia, insomnia, delusional, hallucinations

history; Creep's past goes along well with her name. Well, sort off. It didn't start off creepy right away. She was actually born a healthy, normal child without any problems. She seemed to be completely healthy - she could see, hear, talk, walk, everything! Her parents weren't too excited about having her, though. She had been an unexpected baby, one that happened when he parents ended up being put in the same paddock by accident by one of the humans. Yes, that's right, Creep was raised by humans. The trouble started when she was about seven months old. She started to talk about crazy things, like these small creatures that were coming to take her away and kill her. Her mother and father would just roll their eyes and shake their heads, embarrassed to call such a nutcase their daughter. This caused creep to grow bitter, thus spawning one of her other weird personality traits. She began to think about different ways her parents could die - some ways including her doing the killing! It freaked her out at first, but she grew used to the thoughts but that doesn't mean she grew to like them. She made the mistake of telling her parents about them and was instantly shunned. It got to the point where the humans had to put her in a separate paddock from her mother. She was now surrounded by a bunch of different horses and within a few minutes all of them considered her a freak because of her constant chatter about ghosts and Bigfoot and aliens. Depressed and alone, Creep kept to herself most of the time, avoiding even the humans when they came with treats. She did this up until her third birthday, when the gate was left open. That was when she escaped and never looked back. She wanted to get away, far away from everything.

family bonds[/font]

parents;
Mother: Dapple Flaxen Liver Pangre Chestnut w/ Spots
Father: Dapple Flaxen Liver Pangre Chestnut w/ Spots
siblings; --
extended family; --
children; --

social ties[/font]

herd; --
rank; --

mate; --
friend; --
tolerated; --
disliked; --
enemy; --

additional information[/font]

actions; 603434
voice; White
muse; Medium
playlist; Creep - Radiohead
pictures;
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